Theme: NOT ALL CLEAR FOR LANDING
If I don’t understand something, if it is not clear, then I don’t get it. The It will stay in a fuzzy cloud in the back of my brain together with all the other unclear things entertaining each other. And if I stand outside trying to extract any kind of information from that cloud, I glimpse things but then let it go again and try to work around it. I hate being made fun of.
Stupid cloud
It is soggy and grey and I only want to stand outside and the information I need being clear. But I realise I have to go in and CLARIFY. To do there and have a proper look, learn if necessary, and then the It gets removed from the cloud, into the neatly folded ASSET shelf.
#covidmademedoit
This morning I wanted to prove to myself that I can go without a cigarette today because that I am getting into a habit of smoking one cigarette a day now, and not only with Jones but also by myself when bored and working from home.
But then I smoked anyway. I briefly reminded myself of my endeavour but then overrode my own reminder with the thought “ oh well but I want to smoke, there is no valid reason why I shouldn’t”
Lol … is this the slope that is supposed to be slippery?
Well, does it matter?
Anyway, my theory is that we use smoking as permission slips to breathe deeply and for taking time out. Therefore, as long as I remember to breathe deeply on other occasions during the day, I should be fine.
This could totally be bullshit but I dog the idea and it makes sense too.
The ability to create something new is in all of us. I want to exercise this ability. Each moment.
Mirror and then refract ever so slightly
It’s never about the
IF
But always about the
HOW
That’s all what is needed:
Imagination
