Diary entry 30.06.2021 Everything is assumption. There is no direct experience, ever. What am I assuming about my life? Right now? That I am not in control. Because I am constantly torn between what I’m doing and what I believe I should be doing. What do I think I should…

Diary Entry: 25.06.2021 Kinn (German) = chin (English) = kindere (Dutch) Kind (German) = next of Kin(n) / child What is the root of the word? The connection? I noticed that when I’m with someone, the first time is great. The second time is fun. The third time is already…

Diary Entry: 24.06.2021 Whatever we presume about an experience, we presume right. For us. And according to the experience we seek. Don’t like the experience? Presume left. Come to think of it: Nothing matters. Def. matter: “that which occupies space and possesses rest mass” Mad hatter = matter? I am…

Diary Entry: 23.6.2021 We make changes, we change. Change your point of view. Frequently. You will see further. Change it to what? How about your opposite. I’m basically homeless. Which is so cool. I came back to Amsterdam over a week ago now and I’ve been staying in different places. …

22.06.2021 My body is changing. It starts to yield to gravity. What the fuck am I saying …? My body has always yielded to gravity. Every body does. Law of nature. That’s why I don’t float lonely in space. Well, we do as a collective but that’s beside the point. …

Diary Entry 06..06.2021 When it comes down to it, people want to be lied to. Because the lie fits in with the way they see the world. The way they want to perceive it. I was talking to a friend in the car last night. He lives with his mother…

Dairy Entry 29.05.2021 In Ghana, nobody waits for no one. Everybody acts and moves on their own accord. Hence wasting one of the most valuable resources: The power of working together. In unison. Today, I am travelling from Accra back to my dad’s house in Takoradi to sort out my…

Diary Entry 24.05.2021 This morning I’m being kicked out. This is twice in two days. What’s wrong with people. But I get the message. I need to keep on bouncing. I had a day of sleep and it‘a time for more experiences. If I was allowed to stay today I…

Diary Entry 23.05.2021 I am strangely exhausted. Of Ghana. Not sure what’s happening. I’m feeling like I’m in a ditch. Kantamanto Market the other day took it out of me. Now I feel constantly harassed. Curious. When I was at the market, the close proximity to people and lack of…